Bye all, I'm leaving. (Lock this topic.)

[na_th_an]

The thing is that apparently nobody cares, but the post is 3 pages long already.

Now you are caring that we are caring! Why dont you stop it! You dont have to poke your head in this thread.

I don't have to, but it's really funny.

[Punk Krash]

To everyone proclaiming the notmatteritude of this: Who are you trying to convince?

If it doesn't matter to you, why point that out to those who aren't gifted by such apathy?

Furthermore, those who suspected aside, isn't saying that nothing will change, if a not little dishonest, a little callous? The things I learn about everyone here shapes how I see them. It's very difficult for me to disregard something like that. I'm not great at remembering which name connects to which life but if where a person has travelled while away from this place doesn't matter, does anything? As politically correct as saying "it changes NOTHING -- nothing will change anything." is, doesn't disregarding what makes us all unique outside of this tiny world come close to disregarding those who inhabit it as mere shadows?

I've mentioned it quite a bit before, this event has forced me to re-evaluate my perceptions and confront parts of myself. This isn't the first time I've learned about someone and had to rethink my perceptions, not even in recent days. It's difficult to do, and I know I may not like the answer I find, but I must respect those who change my perceptions as well as myself by not sweeping such thoughts under the carpet, because in my eyes, to do otherwise is to disrespect myself by shutting down a part of my brain with thoughts I'd rather not think about, and to disrespect others by keeping them at a mental distance.

But I read way too much into things. By all means feel free to disagree with me.

(im only commenting because this quote was general thus being a member of the general public of this forum i can comment)

Im self centered. I have to comment on things i have an opinion about. Its my right.

If i dont i might explode... at least thats what i was told, and i dont think all the kings horses and all the kings men could put me back together again

too bad so sad